Back in the states again.
In my last months in the Philippines I had allot of good times, from hiking to the top of Mount Pinatubo to a couple memorable nights out on the town in Manila. None of which compare to my time in Thailand, but were no less enjoyable for it! That said, I don’t think I’ll be posting about them here. If you want to hear about them you’ll need to take me out for a pint. -grin-
Living abroad, no matter where I’m sure, is a growing experience. One learns how little one really knows, while learning more about oneself. Culture shock gives us opportunities to learn about ourselves. While slowly simmering in Manila traffic I looked around and wondered why none of the Filipinos seemed to be bothered in the slightest; an opportunity to ask why and discover something about myself and about them. I know now that I have an attachment to being productive, that the amount of things I’m able to accomplish in one day is tied to my sense of self worth. Being stuck in traffic I was not able to get much done, for many Filipinos it’s an opportunity to relax and listen to music (loud music).
I was blessed to live with some of the coolest cats around. Thank you, David and Kellie, for allowing me into your lives. Living in the same house we were unable to hide from one another, good and bad. I hope that you have both been as blessed by the experience as I. I will miss most our languid Sunday afternoons on the couch just being, without an agenda, content just to relax. I miss you both very much already. Give those dogs a squeeze for me.
The things I missed the most about the states have failed to excite me. Perhaps it’s because I’m so used to them… like picking up a familiar coat that’s spent the night on a hook in the closet. It was so nice to drop into the grocery store and grab a few things on the way home, but I did not get the tingle of satisfaction I was anticipating. It has been terrific to see my family and friends again! That has it’s own challenges also.
I said goodbye to Manila and the Philippines while Roland (Kellie’s driver) drove me to the airport at 4 AM. No longer exotic, but not yet home it was easy to say goodbye to the city. Much harder to say goodbye to David at the door. I spent two hours in various lines before getting on the plane for Hong Kong. I was in Hong Kong by 8:30 and at Camilla’s hotel downtown by 10:30, we had a nice dim sum lunch and I escorted her to the express train to the airport. I would really enjoy spending some more time in Hong Kong! I think I’d need at least a week to get a feel for it, but my sense is that I could spend a year or two there and not get tired of it. A gorgeous city in an amazing setting, with culture to boot.
I was at the gate ready to board the plane by 5 PM and 12 hours later I was in San Francisco. Don and Jamie meet me at the airport and I was in bed at Don’s house by 10 PM. I got up at 3 AM (think you jet lag) and was in Twisp at 8:30 to have coffee with Chelsie (my cousin). Strange to go so far so quickly!
It’s COLD here! I don’t get much sympathy for that from people who live here, but I’m sure everyone from Manila could huddle under blankets and commiserate with me.
-Interlude of a couple weeks-
So, it’s taken me some time to pick this up again and get to writing. A train trip’s the perfect thing for it. I’m on my way from Seattle to Portland, OR for a visit with lovely Leah Nault. In a couple days I’ll go on to Eugene, OR to see my family.
I am excited about leaving the States again. I miss the hug of humid warmth and the vibrant life of the streets. If I were not leaving Guyana I would be saving to book a one-way ticket to Hong Kong, and a round trip ticket to Bangkok (to enter Thailand you need some proof that you’ll be leaving). I’m sure I could find a job teaching English, and finding a life amongst the hustle and bustle would be as easy as finding coffee in Seattle.
I’m sure that there will be things I’ll miss when I leave again, and I’ll defiantly miss my people, but I will not miss the life I had here. It seems so stressful, while at the same time prosaic… if that’s possible. Here we spend so much time doing, running here an there accomplishing this and that, planning our day’s with task lists and agendas. In many of the countries I visited in Asia, as strange as it seems, it’s easier to just be… to be where you are at rather than running here and there. If you see a group of people standing along the street you will probably wonder what they are DOING, while in Bangkok or Manila you would, after a while, not wonder what they were doing… and if you stay long enough you might notice that they are, for the most part, relaxed and content.
Permission, not to be lazy, but to exist in simplicity. I’d like a year or two to explore the bounds of purpose… what is, and what is not necessary or beneficial. I have some ideas (another beer conversation), but that’s what I’d explore while there.
Living abroad, no matter where I’m sure, is a growing experience. One learns how little one really knows, while learning more about oneself. Culture shock gives us opportunities to learn about ourselves. While slowly simmering in Manila traffic I looked around and wondered why none of the Filipinos seemed to be bothered in the slightest; an opportunity to ask why and discover something about myself and about them. I know now that I have an attachment to being productive, that the amount of things I’m able to accomplish in one day is tied to my sense of self worth. Being stuck in traffic I was not able to get much done, for many Filipinos it’s an opportunity to relax and listen to music (loud music).
I was blessed to live with some of the coolest cats around. Thank you, David and Kellie, for allowing me into your lives. Living in the same house we were unable to hide from one another, good and bad. I hope that you have both been as blessed by the experience as I. I will miss most our languid Sunday afternoons on the couch just being, without an agenda, content just to relax. I miss you both very much already. Give those dogs a squeeze for me.
The things I missed the most about the states have failed to excite me. Perhaps it’s because I’m so used to them… like picking up a familiar coat that’s spent the night on a hook in the closet. It was so nice to drop into the grocery store and grab a few things on the way home, but I did not get the tingle of satisfaction I was anticipating. It has been terrific to see my family and friends again! That has it’s own challenges also.
I said goodbye to Manila and the Philippines while Roland (Kellie’s driver) drove me to the airport at 4 AM. No longer exotic, but not yet home it was easy to say goodbye to the city. Much harder to say goodbye to David at the door. I spent two hours in various lines before getting on the plane for Hong Kong. I was in Hong Kong by 8:30 and at Camilla’s hotel downtown by 10:30, we had a nice dim sum lunch and I escorted her to the express train to the airport. I would really enjoy spending some more time in Hong Kong! I think I’d need at least a week to get a feel for it, but my sense is that I could spend a year or two there and not get tired of it. A gorgeous city in an amazing setting, with culture to boot.
I was at the gate ready to board the plane by 5 PM and 12 hours later I was in San Francisco. Don and Jamie meet me at the airport and I was in bed at Don’s house by 10 PM. I got up at 3 AM (think you jet lag) and was in Twisp at 8:30 to have coffee with Chelsie (my cousin). Strange to go so far so quickly!
It’s COLD here! I don’t get much sympathy for that from people who live here, but I’m sure everyone from Manila could huddle under blankets and commiserate with me.
-Interlude of a couple weeks-
So, it’s taken me some time to pick this up again and get to writing. A train trip’s the perfect thing for it. I’m on my way from Seattle to Portland, OR for a visit with lovely Leah Nault. In a couple days I’ll go on to Eugene, OR to see my family.
I am excited about leaving the States again. I miss the hug of humid warmth and the vibrant life of the streets. If I were not leaving Guyana I would be saving to book a one-way ticket to Hong Kong, and a round trip ticket to Bangkok (to enter Thailand you need some proof that you’ll be leaving). I’m sure I could find a job teaching English, and finding a life amongst the hustle and bustle would be as easy as finding coffee in Seattle.
I’m sure that there will be things I’ll miss when I leave again, and I’ll defiantly miss my people, but I will not miss the life I had here. It seems so stressful, while at the same time prosaic… if that’s possible. Here we spend so much time doing, running here an there accomplishing this and that, planning our day’s with task lists and agendas. In many of the countries I visited in Asia, as strange as it seems, it’s easier to just be… to be where you are at rather than running here and there. If you see a group of people standing along the street you will probably wonder what they are DOING, while in Bangkok or Manila you would, after a while, not wonder what they were doing… and if you stay long enough you might notice that they are, for the most part, relaxed and content.
Permission, not to be lazy, but to exist in simplicity. I’d like a year or two to explore the bounds of purpose… what is, and what is not necessary or beneficial. I have some ideas (another beer conversation), but that’s what I’d explore while there.




















